What am I, and what are you living for?

What do I have?
Life? Love? Or nothing at all?
If people think I have it all, I don't
I live a life
I live to make others happy
But, what about me?
Am I happy? Or am I not?
So many people say I'm mysterious
I'm not,
I haven't found myself
I'm just a person hiding in the shadows of the darkness
Not coming out
No, courage could I find to help me
I try to ask for help,
My voice somehow disappears into the hole of never-ending sorrow
In my mind, I am racing against time, life, and you
I may fall into the pit of a dark hole
But my fall will make me stronger
Even though I can't seem to hold my hand to others
I will still try even though it is as hard as conquering a lifetime fear
So, if that is what I have, what do you have?
Do you live? Love? Or have nothing?
Am I still mysterious? Or do you know me?

by: Chyntia Siwi Z.




PS: Sorry I haven't posted lately.

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Pictures of my story

These are some pictures I took and i hope the smiles can make your day bright :D

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new video

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Don't feel alone

The time ticks
As everyone moves
The sound of music
Makes everyone dance
Every beat is its own identity
Like how every person is unique

Some might say you are boring
Some might say you are fun
I, on the other hand say you are special
So don't be down
Don't cry on your own
Don't feel alone
I might be a stranger to you
But I am always ready to listen
So don't feel alone
Because you are not alone

Life Is Not The Same Without You

To my dearest friend,
2 years have passed,
Your presence is now no more,
Life is not the same without you,

The skies I see are crying everyday,
The trees I see are lifeless,
My vision has turned black and white,
Life is not the same without you,

My motivation has stopped giving its meaning,
My steps are on pause,
My time is as still as your heartbeat,
Life is not the same without you,

I live in agony seeing your still body,
Memories played like a broken cassatte,
Tears being forced out every night and day,
Life is not the same without you,

It has been 2 years,
You gave me your smile,
You gave me part of your personality,
You gave me the truth,
Life is not the same without you,

I learned to stand for my own words,
I learned to live a life I nominate,
I learned to cherish those I care most,
Even so,
Life is not the same without you.